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गांजा [02 Jul 2009|01:11pm] [ mood | tripping balls ] गांजा pull the trigger

farrah [25 Jun 2009|02:33pm] [ mood | sad ] good bye farrah... pull the trigger

job-hunting [23 Jun 2009|12:11am] You have a great resume, you have all the qualifications we are looking for, but we're not going to hire you. We will, however, use your resume as the basis for comparison for all other applicants. But, we're going to hire somebody who is far less qualified and is probably an alcoholic. And if he doesn't work out, we'll hire somebody else, but still not you. In fact, we will never hire you. But we will call you from time to time to complain about the person that we hired. pull the trigger

Guillotine Cross [17 Jun 2009|01:13am] [ mood | happy ] pull the trigger

end. [29 May 2009|04:16pm] as of today, i am unemployed. pull the trigger

neurosis [11 May 2009|10:52pm] [ mood | accomplished ] my latest design, made for a good friend's band. pull the trigger

feet. [05 May 2009|04:55am] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Radiohead "Electioneering" ] Today, for the first time in years, someone touched my bare feet. Unexpected, yet pretty nice... that oil was the shit. Also, I should finish my projects already. pull the trigger

huasanga [30 Apr 2009|10:05am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Cafe Tacuba "Las Flores (Live)" ] Mariquita quita, quita, quítame dolor y pena... Debajo de tu rebozo, se pasa una noche buena... Buena es la buena memoria... Memoria del que se acuerda... ( Se acuerda de San Francisco... ) pull the trigger

GRB 090423 [29 Apr 2009|12:34pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Oscar Chavez "Macondo" ] Hello there GRB 090423 (13,000'000,000 years ago) pull the trigger

cult. [27 Apr 2009|05:42pm] [ mood | bored ] i started an online cult, what did you do today? pull the trigger

chit-chat [23 Apr 2009|08:09pm] [ mood | happy like a hippo ] [ music | Miles Davis "Mr. Pastorious" ] gehennon666: existe un estado mental en el que perdemos el contacto con la realidad... sin embargo, la realidad sigue existiendo fuera de nuestra imaginacion... si nosotros entendemos la realidad a base de conceptos que nuestra mente interpreta, y de un momento a otro esta regla que interpreta los conceptos cambia... ¿como sabemos que lo que percibimos es real o imaginario?... pues, el instinto en un principio nos guió a denominar "realidad" a tal concepto... y si el concepto de realidad brota de nuestra imaginacion... ¿como estar seguro que lo que percibimos es real si nuestro propio instinto de percibir la realidad pudo habernos enfocado a reimaginar este concepto, y aceptar otra regla de percepcion como "real"? fireheadmx: Lo que comentas está relacionado a una limitación de la física moderna: lo que se usa como base para la estructuración de teorías que pretenden explicar la existencia se desprenden simplemente de nuestra percepción y la de nuestras herramientas... a pesar de eso, tanto nuestra percepción como la capacidad de nuestros instrumentos de medición son imperfectos... por lo tanto, no podemos explicar el universo simplemente porque no podemos percibir todo lo que éste incluye: estamos condenados a percibir tan solo la sombra de los misterios de nuestra realidad. fireheadmx: A pesar de lo que comentas, un punto de vista evolucionista podría presentar oposición a la cuestión que planteas: El cerebro no es algo que surgió de la nada, sino que se fue adaptando para asegurar nuestra supervivencia... por lo tanto, por qué habríamos de dar prioridad a percepciones autogeneradas sobre la percepción del ambiente que nos rodea? generar una ilusión de la realidad no nos ayuda a sobrevivir en un mundo con riesgos reales.... fireheadmx: Desde el punto de vista evolucionista, un ser que solo percibe ilusiones está condenado a la perdición, mientras que aquel cuya percepción sea la mas precisa tiene mejores oportunidades de sobrevivir y, por lo tanto, reproducirse. fireheadmx: Que opinas? i'm such a geek pull the trigger

drunk [18 Apr 2009|11:41pm] i'm so drunk... i had to take care of another drunk dude... just. right. now. chill out p. chill out... bullets pull the trigger

:) [18 Apr 2009|01:35am] pull the trigger

24 [09 Apr 2009|06:00pm] [ mood | happy like a hippo ] [ music | Chala-head-chala ] happy birthday to me =) bullets pull the trigger

strange days [02 Apr 2009|07:55pm] [ mood | mad ] [ music | Jack Johnson "She's only happy in the sun" ] it feels weird. somehow i feel lonely, but on the other hand, i don't think i should need someone else to make that up. i should feel fine by myself, then consider adding another person to the formula of my happiness. i know that, that's rational. although, rationality doesn't seem to help my current situation. should happiness depend on other's approval of my person? should my existence's sense be based on third parties' opinions? as i said, it shouldn't; but apparently it does. what if i was left alone in an island? would i go mad? would i be happy being isolated from all society? i've -kinda- tried it, and it worked in a weird-psycopathic-selfdestructive sort of way: i felt self sufficient, independent; but i was not entirely happy. lately i've avoided certain means of team work. and it has worked. i've been decently productive, and i've felt proud of my work because it was genuinely my very own. do i suck at social interaction? perhaps i'm just not as good at it as i wished i was. all this selfishness has left me partially impaired for meaningful relationships: barely anyone knows me for real; not even my family knows the real firehead, and only a few friends can get a glimpse of my true self every once in a while; i can lie with no regrets.. like someone told me, i have a great poker-face. but why do i do it? am i scared of another wound, or do i actually choose to remain in the shadows? do lies set me free of the responsability of fulfilling other's expectations? i know i am a big lie, even here i lie to myself, even though i know for certain i am the only one that reads this journal, i keep lying to myself, talking to myself as if i was talking to someone else. multiple personality disorder? no way, i just dig the idea of someone paying attention to my silly and pretentious analysis. am i happy doing this? does living this way make me happy? i'll answer myself later, i've already spent twenty-five minutes writing this. bullets pull the trigger

universe [04 Mar 2009|11:42am] [ mood | tired ] pull the trigger

Vladimir Ilich Ulianov [03 Mar 2009|09:32pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Soda Stereo "Angel Electrico" ] La historia de la humanidad se delimita por eventos que han cambiado la estructura de la sociedad: guerras, conquistas, reformas, revoluciones. Los sucesos que transforman la cara de la civilización -para la mejora o la destrucción del hombre- son generalmente dirigidos por un solo individuo, el cual explota su potencial para alcanzar sus objetivos, y en el cual se proyectan los ideales de las masas. ( A pesar de que en muchas ocasiones estos eventos se ven alentados por ambiciones personales... ) pull the trigger

Super Street Fighter II Turbo HD Remix [12 Feb 2009|11:04pm] [ mood | shocked ] [ music | Cake "I will survive" ] Fuck Yeah! pull the trigger

Drinking problem [10 Feb 2009|10:22pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Pink Floyd "Brain damage" ] Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net pull the trigger

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